Shit I'm Late

8.45 am and i'm rudely awakened by the piercing resonance of a metal cupboard slamming,..
i sit up and my vision is partially blurred as i reach across and retrieve my glasses from the top of the Mahjong table.

Time for the recruits' first lesson of the day, "IA and Stoppages"..
Time for me to get up..
cos i'm supposed to conducting it.Shit i'm late.

i'm not on office duty today so i'm attempting to break through this constant web of larthargy existing in my life right now...going to lug myself down to the poolside later to do a few laps, if i can actually be bothered to get up from this really comfortable seat~(never felt this comfortable before i thought about going for a swim..guess that's evidence that i really need to get moving a little..)

everyone's gone for lunch but i don't quite feel like eating today..
It's weird, this feeling inside..
The hollow within my heart seems to be sucking out the emptiness within my stomach..
don't know if it's detrimental..
don't know what's happening~

My current purpose in life?
It is but a reflection of emptiness..