Busy Days

busy busy busy busy busy~~~

had to wake up early for a catastrophic CO parade..Right after that had to go up to HQ to collect Newspaper, 5 TRS comms sets, send Parade state, Prepare for the 8KM route march, March 8KM, Follow Rec Goh Guohui to the medical centre after he had suffered from exaustion and heat cramps, rush back to return the TRS sets, Change bedsheets, Call recruits on medical leave, prepare an emcee's speech for LifeRun, Go and emcee for the LifeRun, Return back for dinner,...sianz....luckily i had assistence from the standby COS~

anyways..tomorrow's christmas' eve eve and looking forward to it so much~!!..
sigh..that sounded so lame..but whatever, so everyone go ahead and dive right into the christmas Spirit!!

still got a few more presents to buy so howhowhow?!?!?!
dunno what to get,..nothing seems suitable now..but that's always the problem during christmas..sigh..
i've spent so much money over the past week that my bank account is nothing but a blighted potato field..or maybe just a shadow of that..

where has all the money gone!~?
down the chimney! now that's another lame one..
haha..sigh..this is SAD..

It's about time i conceded that at times i'm just imagining things to cheer myself up or pull myself out of the pits..once and again i've lived on hope..hope that things may change, or at least revert..once and again i find myself living in a web of boredom,..within,my heart is searching..searching and searching and seeking and seeking..like a consuming flame, this thirst is withering me like a preserved plum.

again the multi-faceted faces of life has degraded into a black-hole of bleakness..
this paradigm shift has happened one too many times and i'm starting to wonder, just how long before i actually reach the end of the tunnel..if it even exists.
Perhaps.Since the ever jubilant and optimistic Lieutenant Kenneth is breathing evidence.And waiting in line to use the com~

Yours Sincerely.
.the Disillusioned lifeform.