i was the earliest up today at 7.20(WoW..)
and came visiting me was 15 recruits who wanted to report sick..
definitely an issue considering there are only 44 recruits on course now.
Not to mention that today was considered a tough day because of interval and circuit training~
never felt such rage against the recruits since i got posted here..
it was an awkward feeling..speaking to them was weird too..some of them were really walking wounded, others were not..tough to pick the right words to sting the malingers yet ease those who were really injured,..at that moment, for the first time towards the recruits, i was a little lost for words. Powerless to help, powerless to guide~ Angry, Frustrated, sympathetic, twisted..am i being biased? Am i being insensitive? i don't know..
maybe it's an okay morning..but somehow,
the breakfast didn't taste as sweet..
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