i've been relocated!! and it sucks so bad!! it costs me 22 bucks to get home :`(
boohoohoo..~~ this sucks..*sobsob*
i wanna go back to sembawang..sigh..*misery*
o wells life goes on..the recruits will be passing out this week and bmt 03/04 is coming to a closure..hapy memories and friends..hardships and fun..
i swam in the rsn meet too! and menaged to claim a medal for my own (rather lucky)
it's times like there which i'm really motivated to upgrade myself cos of this emptiness i've been feeling inside recently..just some sort of a blank style of life..living for nothing..working for nothing..no enjoyment..no agony..just plain passiveness..
no voice within my soul crying out or laughing..nothing but a the errie silence of sitting within the shade of a burnt tree on a gloomy day..lifeless..
ughh..this sucks..my books coming to a close now and i've gotta study for SATS this saturday..
starting to wonder what friends are made of,...what is the purpose of friends?
maybe i'm suffering from friends...or perhaps te lack of them..oh geez i miss gina..
maybe it's just withdrawal symptoms and it'll soon come to pass, as will all pain,..as will every emotion and every form of matter..
chill out, cheer up i tell myself, yet that's what i'm doing..chilling out pasively, from within, y soul is feeding upon myself..and i'm losing this plot of 'the purpose of life', or the end of it..God i love you~ show shed some life upon me won't you?
---You can ourdistance that which is running after you, but never that which is within you---
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