dare daniel birthday/class dinner

ughh....

meme si je tres fatigue, vais sortir pour fete l'anniversaire de Daniel..et j'ai pas acheter quelque chose pour lui! je suis tombe sur Ivana et Sheena juste maintenant..elles a l'air le meme~~ Ivana dit de Le cours francais-deux est ok mais oublie beaucoup!

je dois aller maintenant! a bientot!

tutorials start today!

ahhh...classe dirigee commence aujourd'hui..

il y a quelque temps depuis je touche un stylo dernier..et je veux pas faire mes devoirs! ArghhHHH...
presque fume juste maintenant..parce que j'etais vraiment stresse..

pris dejeuner avec Zhihao et sa petit amie, Eileen..et j'ai mange subway sandwiches pour le deux derniers jours...Pour l'instant, j'ai pas le choix a part faire mes devoirs..sigh

...je dois me derider!!..

school starts again tomorrow~

le noveau semestre commence demain et donc je prepare pour ecole. j'ai un bon et reposant vacances. De demain je serai tres occupe jusqu'a avril 2008 et donc je me detends aujourd'hui. J'ai regarde 'Surf's up' avec Jeanne, il n'est pas mal(le film)!
je me inquiete que je peux pas surmonter ce semestre parce que j'ai donne frais de scolarite et en plus de cela, je dois etudie. J'espere accomplir bien dans semestre deux!

after watching bleach endlessly for the past few days, today..i will..watch bleach!! ^_^

bien que j'ai regardé pour le dernier deux jours, je méme regarde lui aujourd'hui encore! Ce soir, je vais voyer le film Deux Jours à Paris avec Jeanne, espérer lui est magnifique! le samedi, Je vais aider à le inter-varsity natation compétition..
prendre dejeuner maintenant..et regarder dessin animé aprés dejeuner..

je s'inscrire à cinq psychologie cours et j'espére je peux surmonter..

tuition tomorrow..

arghhhH

il y a un moustique dans ma chambre et je ne peux pas dormir..
J'ai un cours de supplementaire avec un nouveau garcon demain..j'espere il peut parler anglais! sinon il est une perte de temps! ben..j'essaye de dormir maintenant..


6 Janvier 2008
3 heures et demie.

ahhh...when will liverpool win

quand liverpool va-t-il gagner la EPL? Jamais, il semble ça..
j'attend jeanne maintenant, et J'espere elle vient trés bientôt..j'ai une faim de loup!
Je dois apprendre à boire avant le samedi..nous allons aller le zoo et prenons un verre aprés. J'espere pas devenir un homard :p

it's been awhile hasn't it?

omg it's been more than a year and a half since i last posted! wince then, i've entered into a new phase of life: university, and 3 semesters worth at that! Jeanne is sleeping now and so i decided to come in to snoop around for a bit..i just finished my bath u see, and during my bath i set myself a new years resolution~~ i shall write a day-to-day(if time permits) journal...and since i just studied some basic french, i shall attempt to do so in french! where else better than here on my blog!(which seems to be collecting dust of late..) I shan't tell Jeanne about it just yet...haha...i wonder to myself now, just why am i wanting so? maybe some self reflection, or more so that i dun want the little french that i've learnt to go down the chute..perhaps a little of both!~ so i guess it's a kill two birds with one stone situation.

D'accord!~San plus de cérémonie, entreprenons!
Aujourd'hui, je n'ai pas fait beacoup. J'ai regardé le film Le Seigneur des Anneaux- Les deux tours avec mon frère. C'était bien parce que il est pars ce soir pour sydney.

j'essaye à écrire encore demain!
À Demain!

back to my senses..

gundam seed madness finally over, i've finally regained whats left of my rational mind and decided to focus on what is, and what has always been, important to me: jeanne : )

keeping in line with my memo habit, i've decided to add a few more to my growing stack of what i lovingly call 'dear jeanne memos', a personal achievement borne after a brilliant burst of ideas which led me to write down (yes, Write Down) a reminder to e-mail her, lest i forget, which is no less a mystery seeing how often i think of her.

so, my new babies will be:
memo1 - reminder to take the day she returns off -block off dates feb 3-6 now!!
memo2 - reminder to be at the airport BEFORE she gets there because she will be so sad if she doesnt see my beautiful face and new hair (slopes and all) once she gets down the plane
memo3 - reminder to take feb14th off, because, and im so romantic i would never forget this date, it is valentines day and i need to spend it with jeanne
memo4 - reminder to take feb14th off NOW!!
memo5 - reminder to prepare gifts for my darling as a show of my immense love... some ideas would be: oh i dont know, my romantic mind isnt working well now
memo 6 - reminder to take the day results come back (not necessarily the 17th of course) off so that i can be there for my dear when she goes through the most traumatic moment of her sweet life
memo 7 - reminder to love her the rest of my life : ) -easy peasy!!

all this thinking and writing has got me tired, i think i'm getting old. i guess its the post-teenage years syndrome taking over.. lucky i've got all my memos to remind me of whats important!!

jeanne madness!!!

Gundam seed Destiny madness

Gundam seed madness!!

Saltwater wells in my eyes~

A Boring day of little note except the stubborn dew drops that seem to keep rolling from the sad sad sky..ignoring all my pleas to cease. I've been sickly and block-nosey all week and this topsey turvy weather isn't doing me good at all...so it's best i went somewhere protected from this foul weather! Keeping in mind my personal responsibility to take care of myself i scurried to the mess for shelter! (and a sheltered haven i found :P)

Sleep was on the cards for the next 4 hours and then baby jeanne called and 4 became 3 in what was to be a nice call :) though feeling alone once again, sleep came over me before i could think too much of it~

sleep was great and refreshing toO! didn't wanna lug my heavy body outta bed but a growling tummy forced it's way down to the office to change and go for dinner~ i can still feel the warmth of my covers...*smiles*

the aftermath of dinner: A DISASTER! haven't had such a bad dinner in a long long time and my growling tummy is now churning and churning non-stop so i guess it's a trip to the Gents in no time and i hope it's currently not warring in tHAt state..

POP rehearsals coming up next so no more lumbering around with no aim..
wish i could book out ***

The Abyss Within Oneself...

Today was a miserably boring day and the highlight was calling Jeanne and coming clean about what i've been thinking...
the office is totally noisy and it's funny that with all the noise within, all i hear is echos within my vacuum heart..

Oh and then jeanne logs onto MsN and my world changes into a spinning waterfall of rainbows and all seems okay and happy again : )

i think i need her...

plaed soccer just now with a few ex trainees and realised that i really am NOT THAT good after all :P hahaha...always was interested in soccer and of course it helps that i've some sort of ability which keeps me glued to it....hahahahah...i love soccer truth be told and i dunt know why i do but i just do : P

tomorrow please be less boring than today :)

a moment of reflection

its amazing wat one can do when one is ... how shall i put it. caught up in the flurry of the moment, the tide of excitement, the explosion of passion. indeed i am that victim. a victim of impulsiveness, the downfall of all men. to keep such secrets frm my one and only (that would be jeanne of course, not. ... her..) to use her as a.. (dare i say it) a STEPPING stone, a tool, a pawn, a THING! utter foolishness! shallowness! may lightning strike me down! a hundred times! may the earth crumble under my feet and swallow me, with that selfishness that is such a part of me, whole into the ground, never to stain the light again!

i guess the only way i can make it up to her now is..
1. offer her a thousand roses, (not a single less, because shes very particular) accompanied with as many kisses
2. buy her an extraextra yummy cake for her birthday
3. whip up a sumptious 7 course dinner, candlelight of course
4. love her for the rest of my life:)
5. most importantly, be her willing slave the rest of my life --such an honour this would be!

such a delight being with she who is above all others! oh my soul sings and my heart flutters at the mere thought of her! no one can deny her beauty, her wit, her grace.. definitely a 10/10:)

heeheehee~!

JeannieEeEeEe

i'm mad about JeannieEee

hee hee epiphany was a real baptism for us and i hope we'll continue to be a good pair from now on! i love u jeanneieeEeEEE!!
sigh...i wan u!!

Shouting out love in the centre of the world...

yesterday was the fourth month with Jeanneeeeeee :)
bubbly happy me! watched shouting out love in the centre of the world(japanese)soppy movie which wasn't that sad after all~ yet it was nice and meaningful in a simple way..not a complex storyline but how things unfolded was rather predictable..which kinda makes it sad cos u knew it was coming(girl dying, wad else?), but yet u knew u could do nothing, much like the protagonist in the show, sakoturo, which makes the audience share his pain quite adeptly and subtly. The agony of the old man and his bitter philosophy is blunt and hits home and an appropriate time. Better stabbed a sharp knife than beaten by a blunt mace. The charm of the dying girl shines through the dark and all but makes her death more inedible..yet forced down. Truely, i wept.

the show made me place myself in someones shoes. i guess i'll learn to appreciate things more now, life is not forever and it took a movie to teach me that. how shallow of me. sigh*! i'd never want to be in his position though..sad. sigh. i wanna cry each time i think of it..how gutted i felt and how gutted i feel.

in camp now and i'm COS today how sucks! but still gotta do duty~
jeanne's in school now and hopefully she's studying real hard and show me that people can do well with me. i've been nothing more than a jinx and a bad imfluence and all those has faltered in my presence. sigh*!
love u jeanne..

:Bryan)

seamanship

it's now seamanship and it's time for us to start refreshing our minds and get ready for the rest of the current bmtc course! which amounts to: POP
i've spent too many days, hours, minutes, playing computer games and it's about time i got down to work and started doing something productive..anything really..was duty instructor yesterday and had to wake at 5.30 this morning to bring recruits for breakfast~
it's nice to know that they treat me with respect yet they aren't totally scared of me..
i always believed that leading a bunch of people required more than simply fear..i mean, i could just be a bastard and kill them on the very first day..but i'd like to think that by giving them several chances and killing them only subsequently, i'm actually taking care of them rather than punishing them..

"those who do not learn from their mother shall learn from the world"
how wise the statement from the tribal afrikan.
some recruits have terrible upbringing and though they've seen the underside of society, they simply do not have the mental astuteness to cooperate to make things easier, faster and more efficient~
work will have to be done. yet the amount of work will not change..time and effort is the variable factor. we've been trying to instill a sense of urgency in them so they'll know the importance of time. i daresay we've failed rather miserably. still trying to find an idiot-proof solution to command recruits well.

enough about army..school nationals just concluded and it was nice going to the pool to watch the young upstarts going at it~
jeanne took part to represent her school and she did well for someone who didn't train at all at i'm proud of how she mantained her composure and pulled through reasonably well :)
it was also reallie nice to meet up with old schoolmates when congregating at the AC supporters' stand and it was especially pleasant to meet the new batch of AC swimmers. Past and present together, supporting as ONE. that will always be a part of AC..we may not always win, but the spirit within our wings is eternal, and we'll alway sbe the prettiest things around :P haha..okay enough ditzy talk.

i miss swimming,
and i miss jeanne now..
gonna take a nap..later my friend.

hellO@!

hello i decided to blog on since i'm so damn free now i reallie dunno what to do with my time! haha the XboX is back in camp so everyones been playing and i'm not one to mingle with the crowds so i'd rather retreat back in to my own space and start reflecting..haha..my girlfriend has been very naughty over the past few night..haha jeanne if u're reading this i want to tell u that u are veri NAUGHTIE!!hehehe
anyways~ i'm eating maggie mee now cos i played thru lunch and so i'm freggin' running on a freggin' empty tank now~ yups! it wasn't that busy just now u see..and with a whole new array of games, there's fun for everyone so must share!! there's winning eleven8, mechwarrior, matrix, even playboy mansion! burnout2 is reallie fun too and it's a game that anyone can play! on the PC there's all the arcade games! even puzzle fighter! completed marvel vs capcom twice today and i realised the game is starting to bore me! sigh..haha..maybe i'm more into books now! i've read DragonLance:A Night Of Blood(minotaur wars trilogy) in just under 2days! that's madness for someone who's as enthusiastic about reading as a Gay heading to the brothel~yeah..i'm quite terrible at reading!~my first effort took me almost 4 months to finish! that was "thirteen steps down" and was the driest book ever..the second hasn't even been completed and i've had it for about 3 months now! and now this book took me just 2 days! quite amazing huh :) jeanne called me a nerd! how dare she! i'll make her PAY...haha :) love her alot though~ and though it's kinda tough not having with her with me when i think i need her, i guess its healthy for a relationship too if we had other things to do besides each other~ never get overdependancy! :) i love u angeljeannie! :) heheheh..yups! sigh..ippt after this! stay awake bryan!

sleepy

i want to sleep.
bryans being an ass.. as usual.. playing with his dirty fingernails which he refuses to cut.................. si xing bu gai. wat an apt song.. alwaes so mean to me.. and now giving me those EYES. ............. sleeptime!!

:):):) todaes a lazy dae.. went to church had legion.. molly brought like 15little chij girls to join the meeting which was quite.. funny. she conned them by inviting them for some aircon.. and they ended up praying rosary with us.. oh wells.. bryanjudechan went to tp for trng after dunno how long.. played soccer to fulfil his haolian tendencies.. boost his ego abit more........... bully the small kids.... have more naive innocents look up to him..... poor yaowen. sympathies man....... then we met up.. him giving me the wrong directions (as usual) or actually ZERO directions after making me get off the right bus. once again.. sixingbugai here.. so i joined him n chenann for some banmien and had some of his leftover milo (thanks alot) and we went to plae pool.. trashed him abit.. after 2h we left.. chen ann paying of course.. then ya i had my rotiboy YUMMY and now we're at his place and hes.. playing..... with... nvm. :) so thats that for todae.. im gonna leave soon.. i love my dearie!

another day in camp!

la la la sigh another day in camp! should i book out tonight? i dunno..cos tomorrow i've to be back in camp by 7+!!! that's super early but no choice cos there's IPPT test tomorrow so ihave to be there early in the morning to facilitate! lala
maybe i should go out then book back in by myself tonight! :P well that wun be bad..though i can't send jeanne home which sucks! << okay dearie u dun haf to read that..haha cos i know u'll be checking cos i realised i told u i was gonna update my blogg..or rather OUR blog :) hee~

i think i need some rt too :P in camp, RT means remedial training which is bad! it's meant for recruits..it's bad cos when recruits train means i have to be there! it's usually held on a sunday so i'll have to book in just to train recs! haha..
o wells a job is a job after all..which sucks..especially one in which u have no choice..which leads eventually to army sucks..or rather NS sucks..yes it does...

drinking some warm milo now to ease my tummy cos lunch sucked..yeah..maybe later i'll walk up to the canteen for a snack or two..i wanna buy a jacket! mine needs to be rotated cos it can get boring wearing the same jacket over and over again everyday~ i realised that when i sleep i'll put on my jacket cos it can get cold, yet when i wake up in the morning i may be perspiring a tad cos it's quite hot! this happens cos my friends turn on two aircons when watching tv but before they sleep they'll turn one off..i usually dun stay up as late as them so i'll sleep first so in the morning it's sweltering..gross..
yeah..the milo is doing wonders!

ellard has to go hospital! haha i've been pretty lucky in that aspect cos i've never had the need to follow a recruit to hospital b4 so cheers to that! dunno...jeanne you'll be in town later perhaps i'll drop by to join u cos i miss u dearie.. :)

ok ok times a wasting i better go get my POP thing done!

i'm back!

hey hey hey internet is back in camp!
new setting, new location, same environment...haha in terms of luxuries at least..
internet in the office, sofa to sleep on, air-con, that's seriously enough for lowly me :P
anyways ji-an prompted me to restart this blog so here i am~!
i miss her so much..she's been a breath of fresh air to me really..actually it's a breath of magical powder cos i'm so in love with her! haha..it's almost unreal..we're so..easy going and slack and relaxed and chilled,..! i love u jeanne! ok ok listening to chinese music now! actually for the past few weeks i've been onto chinese music like a bloodhound!

internet in camp reallie make camp so much less boring cos we'll always be occupied..haha and this computer will seriously be the hottest property here! my friends playing warcraftIII on the other comp so here i am!~ NOW PLAYING::GE QIAN(JAY)

i also have tons of food(milo, mash potatoes, instant noodles, pork ribs, cheese, corn beef, nutella, oreo cereal, cheese rings, canned cocktail sausages, and a tv and sporting facilities oh man oh man it's some sort of a resort..now if only the location could be magicked to a more accessible place so i can book out more! haha now i'll really need to book out to see and spend time with my family and ji-an!! haha..life always takes a turn for the better when the chips are down!
yups...not those of the potatoish type though..oh man i should be wheelchair bound.. NOW PLAYING::AN JING(jay)

later blogg!!
i love my life!

:)

hmmm!! at bryans place now and jus read thru most of his posts.. haha SIGH HE IS SO SHALLOW. pity he cant be as nice as his mummy whos reallie realie nice n cute n funny n loves watching korean shows which rockkkk by the wae:) haha this is so retarded and yes bryan. you ARE shallow i hope u can see me shaking my head as i type this cos really. i cant stand shallow boys. BOYS. seriously. whee! so weird hw ppl can change and how things can change and how life can be so different in such a short space of time! hmm its quite fun to blog and to jus write nonsense and to jus sae things and jus type awaeeeeeeeee. esp knowing that nobodys gonna read things and be judgemental unless of course its bryan here whos. well. we all know wat he reallie is like now. heehee. dunno wat im gonna be doing now.. hmmmmm. post!!
love, jeanne!