yesterday was the fourth month with Jeanneeeeeee :)
bubbly happy me! watched shouting out love in the centre of the world(japanese)soppy movie which wasn't that sad after all~ yet it was nice and meaningful in a simple way..not a complex storyline but how things unfolded was rather predictable..which kinda makes it sad cos u knew it was coming(girl dying, wad else?), but yet u knew u could do nothing, much like the protagonist in the show, sakoturo, which makes the audience share his pain quite adeptly and subtly. The agony of the old man and his bitter philosophy is blunt and hits home and an appropriate time. Better stabbed a sharp knife than beaten by a blunt mace. The charm of the dying girl shines through the dark and all but makes her death more inedible..yet forced down. Truely, i wept.
the show made me place myself in someones shoes. i guess i'll learn to appreciate things more now, life is not forever and it took a movie to teach me that. how shallow of me. sigh*! i'd never want to be in his position though..sad. sigh. i wanna cry each time i think of it..how gutted i felt and how gutted i feel.
in camp now and i'm COS today how sucks! but still gotta do duty~
jeanne's in school now and hopefully she's studying real hard and show me that people can do well with me. i've been nothing more than a jinx and a bad imfluence and all those has faltered in my presence. sigh*!
love u jeanne..
:Bryan)
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